I have been working on a new project for a while now. I have a non-traditional idea for my next publication that would make everything more natural for me, but I am still unclear on how it’s going to scan.
I have an idea of compiling my short stories into a print function. I have a few dozen more that I didn’t publish on this site, and I have about a dozen or so that I am currently writing.
The really intriguing part for me will be how next month is received. The plan I have right now is to have a story, then put a fact instead of a title.
My end goal is 100,000 words, so at 1500 words a story, I will have to put almost 100 stories to print. Is that too much? Am I keeping things too short? Should I just stick to what I am doing?
To be clear, I am not going to be pulling the stories already published on this site. I also plan on releasing stories from time to time to keep both Patreons and the public happy. As far as depressing facts go, I can generate literally thousands of them.
I should probably explain why those are important. I think it is equal parts humbling and important to realize just how fragile life and happiness is. I feel it is important to normalize how hideous times can be as a kind of preparation for when (not if) things go sideways. Life is amazing. It can be equal parts beautiful and horrible, and at our darkest it can be next to impossible to see the light. The flip of that is that people tend to forget just how dark things can be, and they get stuck into the sludge when it comes to the forefront.
Hi! Hello! I have news about things that are boring kind of but I will tell you anyway!
The first album by Livestalk & the Bodies is now one long YouTube video.
Depressed updates releases finally figured out! For the month of May, I will be posting those. I am also going to be tagging them in a way that will make them be easier to find.
I have started writing another book! I want to actually write something longer than I have in the past. I will keep you posted with updates.
I was given permission to upload the entire album on YouTube. This was one of my favourite projects to record, plus it remains one of my favourite albums of all time.
Please, listen to the other recordings by Livestalk and consider buying something from them.
You can find the link here.
I have started compiling my list for Depressing Updates.
Now, I ask if the masses would prefer these all in a week? Or should I post them as I do these updates?
I have come up with a few in just two or three hours of contemplating. (The world is funny)
I will be making a category link for these, and however I post them, I will be doing this nearly yearly.
Please help me in deciding how I should post these. Either leave a comment below, or reach out on one of my many social media platforms.
I got the privilege to see Amanda Palmer last night in Toronto. I was a huge fan of the Dresden Dolls years ago, and I have been intrigued by her solo work. It doesn’t help my fan-boying that her husband is Neil Gaiman, who has created some of my favourite worlds in modern fiction.
It was three hours of her telling anecdotes, smashing the keys on a piano, and strumming a ukulele. She explored her past, which included death, feminism, and abortions. It was so carnal, so brutal, so honest, I was enamoured by every word she spoke.
There was (several, but) one thing she said that has, and will always, stick with me. “You can be too depressed to create art.” Initially, I was offended by this notion. My initial reaction was one that I looked into my own artistic endevours and evaluate whether I was actually depressed, or just angry.
What I found at the end of my introspection was that I agreed with her statement, to a point. Depression is very deep. Not always, but it can result in exhaustion, and disasociation with reality. That explains why I have been having a difficult time writing over the last few years. I am nowhere near as angry as I was when I was a teen. Instead, I have been trying to harness my depression and translate that into anger.
My end point is that there will not be an update to asnP on May first. I have actually pulled out “this book doesn’t matter” and am trying to re-write most, if not all, of it. It was super short, and a few of my points were rushed. I hope to have everything done and better before the end of the year.
I made my post last week kind of vauge and horribly daunting.
I am NOT giving up, I am just saying that I have to take more time to write updates to avoid ones like last week. They have gotten lazy and messy, and I am sorry about that. Between my wife and I being horribly sick, and our pug having SIX puppies, I am pulling out my hair and my updates have seemed less that genuine. I want to avoid that. I need to avoid that.
Something fun that I came up with over ten years ago! I used to do depressing status weeks on my Facebook. I think I am going to block a week off later this year and do an update everyday that week with the most depressing (yet hilarious) things that I can think of. Not sure when, and not sure if they will be full posts. I am positive that not everyone willl like them, and some may even be offended enough to leave. This will not change how much fun it would be!
OH! I am writing this on the 14th. Happy PI Day!
I have found myself overwhelmed and rather boring.
I am going to cut updates in half. I did not realize that ansP would take up so much of my time, nor did I realize how much I would enjoy it. I have the next story half written and mostly planned.
I have figured out why the post for Alone. was so strange. I had planned to move release a month because I was waiting on stuff and was not sure that I would make the original release. So, I did a bunch of awkward stuff around that, and I do apologize to those who support me on Patreon for early release. I will make sure the next one is totally proper and equally as good.
I am really proud of Alone. I honestly think that it is one of my best pieces to date, and I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did.